As I sit here looking at my children I find it hard to explain why we will not have x-mas this year. How do you tell them it is because you are still waiting on your disability rating from the VA. So tired and really I am to the point that I don't care about alot that is happening in my life because there is absolutely nothing I can do. In Fayetteville NC wishing I was not here at all I honestly think life would be better for my family if I die at least they would have my life insurance.
